the most inocuous title ever

This is me getting back on the horse. I hope I spelled innocuous right. I'm sure someone will correct me if not. So anyways....Has anyone else noticed how they show scenes in movie trailers and commercials that aren't in the movie? Take note next time. To anonymous one: I have been meaning to write but the computer I compose on does not have email. my sister is married living in Wisconsin and procreating.One kid already and one on the way. I really am going to write soon.
Ladies and gentleman reading this, I hope someday all is revealed. All motives, intentions,actions thoughts. The burden is too great for me. Without forgiveness how would we function, How could we live with ourselves? I'm constantly overwhelmed by the storehouse of my own memories. Not with guilt or feelings of inadequacy but with the weight of who I have been and what I have done. How many times have I caught myself in the same lies, doing the same garbage, watching the same crap? Every step forward seems to be followed by more the other way. This is not some hopeless tirade. It's not some Paulesque listing of the wretched details of my life. It's an electronic plea. It's a public prayer. My life is incomplete. It has not been fully lived. There was too much holding me back. to be continued...